The pain back & windy body...:(

Abi was down for 3 days already due to some severe pain he started to feel since Tuesday early morning (around 2am)...

I started when his little cuddly sleeping partner jajah felt down frm the bed and he was coming to a reflex respond and carried jajah up...

Wth jajah's current build up whom getting chubbier,caused abi the pain... Furthermore,wth such a reflex movement,tht caused abi a lot more reason to twist himself...

Pitty hubby suffering it for 3 days already...yesyerday wth his bekam treatment,abi felt little bit better...

Praying hubby to get well soon...

Pls take good care of our health and remember,one single step we take will determine the rest of our life path and also d kids'...

A Zee movie night wth Abi...

Was having back pain and uneasiness here and there around belly after work yesterday...

Also was hungry approaching nite as i didnt take proper meal during the day.

Kids did dine wth some daging kicap bibik prepared in d afternoon. And i was quite restless until i cant do a thng besides controlling the pain i was undergoing...Wondering was it braxton hicks?...i felt more pain at the lower part of the belly approaching 9pm...

Hubby had gone for his Isyak prayer and will continue wth some kuliah later.

Bibik had gone upstairs wth all 3 kids as their biological clock have adjusted to 9pm bedtime recently...

I took some pregnancy books frm nearby bookshelf and lying on the sofa bed infront of the TV refreshing my pregnancy experience. Hoping i cud find something tht i can relate wth my condition...

28weeks pregnant...80% chance of survival...baby weigh usually around 900g and all internal functions fully developed...hurmmm.... Pre term labour.... Oh no....i cant imagine delivering my baby of my palm size... He shud deserve longer womb life. Thnking about it triggered me of my husband's birth...he is a pre-term baby...he was born wth the size of a 500ml mineral water bottle (as informed by my late mother inlaw)...

Having first baby tht was born pre-term, i can imagine how hard it was for my late mother inlaw.

And also for mr hubby, 7 mths of life in d womb, and already became a big bro at around 1+ yr old (the second child in his family is just 1year apart frm his age)...he probably grown independant ahead of his age...he might not have long chance being pampered i guess...(its purely my feelings and perception and cant avoid of feeling so twrds him every time i hug and stare him while he was sleeping...<--- this is something i never told him...)That feelings make me like wanting to shower him wth all d love i have forever...to compensate the love he has been missing...

Back to my pain and braxton hicks sign, i also suspected probably due to my empty stomach...so i try to get some food frm d kitchen...but nothing seemed of my interest...

I smsed hubby sharing about my starvation and my initial wish of eating out wth him tht nite... However,i didnt expect him to cancel his kuliah...but abi was just so nice.he rushed back wth 2 packets of noodles.(fried mee and bee hoon)...

I was watching few series on d TV wth Umar when we heard abi was already at the house gate. Most channels were showing ghost stories (friday nite fav i supposed). We watched a documentray tht caught umar's attention aa it was about rough sea and boats.... When that finished,i switched to other several channels and we finally settled wth an interesting movie @Zee channel...

Abi was also dragged along to join us and there goes the Friday nite, spent by watching such a sweet touching Hindi movie...Until it made my pain subside a bit temporarily...but later tht nite,i was struggling in bed...pre term labourrrr???! Ohhh no!!!!! Pitty my baby....

My Darling wth the bling2...

"dear Mr. Husband...

I dont know when will u be reading this... But i just put this note down as record of my gratefulness twrds all your kindness...u might think its probably driven by the newly "bling2" u just bought me yesterday (14/12/2011)...

Regardless of whatever your perception is, i just blog this down to say thank you for what u have done for me...

Thank you and i will always luv u..."...

Abi & His Idol...aBi's idol & him...

talk to me by babyface...

What must I say to you
To get inside your head
Why must you always think
I want to get in your pants
And why I always gotta be
the closest thing to wrong sometime the only thing a brother need
he need a woman to be strong
well I ain't cryin, I ain't cryin'
Done 'bout run out of tears
But you're the closest thing to heaven.

I need you to be near
Hear me darlin', hear me darlin'
I can't make it more clear
The only thing that's gonna get me through'
Is if I got you right here

Ooo girl, talk to me
You're the only one that comforts me
My only reality is I want you for my woman
Ooo girl speak to me
Let me hear you sayin' that you're stayin' with me
I know my reality is without you
I ain't nothin' at all

Why does everything I say to you have to be suspect
Feel like the only way I'll get with you
Somethin' blows off my head
Well I ain't tryin' to go out like that
I wanna keep myself clean
Sometime the only thing a brother need
He need the strength from his queen
I ain't lyin', done 'bout run out of time.
The only time I wanna do right now
Is feel you by my side
Hear me darlin', hear me darlin'
I can't be more sincere
The only thing that's gonna get me through
Is if I got you right here

CHORUS

Well I said everything's gonna be all right
When you stand by my side
Gonna work things out tonight
We're gonna make out just fine
For once I'd like for you to be
The one who has the faith in me
And I promise I won't let you down this time.

CHORUS

zauG

Suddenly i feel like blogging bout a man from Mars...(every men belongs to Mars i presume)...But this special man to me is someone officially made closest to me beginning from 4/6/2005...(the very date that brought a new chapter into my life)...
I am married to Mr X (bukan nama sebenar)...who also undeniably a Mars' man...However, i believe that he is unique. Not because he is so special to me that made me having such remark on him, but i would say... most of the ppl out there who knows him say so...He is a very "DIMOW = Do It My Own Way" kind of person... Someone who has high selfesteem and optimum self believes most of the time (all da time actually). His thoughts of something has always be "out of the box" <---very familiar remark received from ppl bout him... but actually, living together with this guy, i can say tht most of his thoughts come from "out of no where"...hehe...No joke...Whatever thoughts he throws seems so natural and derived fluently from his very own piece of tongue...(Special You Man!)
...TBC...(since this whole blog is actually dedicated for this very special man of mine, i will continue more and more in my coming post...
Meanwhile, seat back and relax...do enjoy our chronology of anniv. being a co-partner in this corporation of Marriage LIFE...
LayAnnnn!!!!!!!!!!

Lesson learnt 1:-
2008 is our fourth year living together...along the way, i learnt too many things bout LIFE or to be exact = bout VARIETY in LIFE... This Mr X has open up my spectrum in seeing things from various angle...(which previously, i dont even SEE things but i usually LOOK at 'em unconsciously / unnoticeable)

ABI LONDON 4TH JULY 2008 (1 mth delay of 3RD wedding anniv. celebration~~)

ABI CRUISING THE MAN MADE LAKE 4TH JUNE 2007

ABI SAPI ISLAND HIJACKING 4TH JUNE 2006

ABI WRONG POSITIONING = BEING SELF POSITIONED TO SOMEONE CALLED WIFE 5TH JUNE 2005 (kah...kah...)

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