Thursday, December 15, 2011

A Zee movie night wth Abi...

Was having back pain and uneasiness here and there around belly after work yesterday...

Also was hungry approaching nite as i didnt take proper meal during the day.

Kids did dine wth some daging kicap bibik prepared in d afternoon. And i was quite restless until i cant do a thng besides controlling the pain i was undergoing...Wondering was it braxton hicks?...i felt more pain at the lower part of the belly approaching 9pm...

Hubby had gone for his Isyak prayer and will continue wth some kuliah later.

Bibik had gone upstairs wth all 3 kids as their biological clock have adjusted to 9pm bedtime recently...

I took some pregnancy books frm nearby bookshelf and lying on the sofa bed infront of the TV refreshing my pregnancy experience. Hoping i cud find something tht i can relate wth my condition...

28weeks pregnant...80% chance of survival...baby weigh usually around 900g and all internal functions fully developed...hurmmm.... Pre term labour.... Oh no....i cant imagine delivering my baby of my palm size... He shud deserve longer womb life. Thnking about it triggered me of my husband's birth...he is a pre-term baby...he was born wth the size of a 500ml mineral water bottle (as informed by my late mother inlaw)...

Having first baby tht was born pre-term, i can imagine how hard it was for my late mother inlaw.

And also for mr hubby, 7 mths of life in d womb, and already became a big bro at around 1+ yr old (the second child in his family is just 1year apart frm his age)...he probably grown independant ahead of his age...he might not have long chance being pampered i guess...(its purely my feelings and perception and cant avoid of feeling so twrds him every time i hug and stare him while he was sleeping...<--- this is something i never told him...)That feelings make me like wanting to shower him wth all d love i have forever...to compensate the love he has been missing...

Back to my pain and braxton hicks sign, i also suspected probably due to my empty stomach...so i try to get some food frm d kitchen...but nothing seemed of my interest...

I smsed hubby sharing about my starvation and my initial wish of eating out wth him tht nite... However,i didnt expect him to cancel his kuliah...but abi was just so nice.he rushed back wth 2 packets of noodles.(fried mee and bee hoon)...

I was watching few series on d TV wth Umar when we heard abi was already at the house gate. Most channels were showing ghost stories (friday nite fav i supposed). We watched a documentray tht caught umar's attention aa it was about rough sea and boats.... When that finished,i switched to other several channels and we finally settled wth an interesting movie @Zee channel...

Abi was also dragged along to join us and there goes the Friday nite, spent by watching such a sweet touching Hindi movie...Until it made my pain subside a bit temporarily...but later tht nite,i was struggling in bed...pre term labourrrr???! Ohhh no!!!!! Pitty my baby....



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